Thursday, January 6, 2011

Cold Heart

I’ve been haunted by your memory. I just met you for a little while. Knowing you for that a quite a while is enough yet I was jailed by your memory and I can not escape. You have my love for a long time. Yet loving you is the best thing my crazy heart can do.

On this day I will leave all my memory I have with you for all I know you do not care at all what I have feel inside. You may have my world now but maybe a little later I can forget you.

All this time I know you are special but keeping you in my heart keeps me really falling apart. I was the one who love you the most yet I also the one you ignore the most. My heart is crying out loud for all the heartaches I have here inside. Yet I know what I have for you is for me to keep alone.

It’s been a year now when I look into your eyes and mesmerize with your smile yet never regret the day I met you because that is the same day my heart is glorious too. I may see you pass by holding someone else hand. But things will be the same just like before you took my heart by a simple node from you still you can capture my crazy heart the same you do.

I am crazy may it seem. But just listening with your name it is like music in

my ear. I know that I am so damn for loving you yet that you are the perfect person I want to live into. I maybe mad by this feeling I have for you, but loving you is the best that I can do.

I can remember you by the song you song perfectly “girl be mine” can I beg you and down with my bended knee and say “boy can you be mine”. After the entire thing I have for you I still can hold you and say “I wanna live the rest of my life with you”.

The girl who has you now is so lucky to have. I will envy her for she have the love that I was so looking forward to have. This seems to be my great agony but thinking and loving you is heaven enough for me.

Goodbye my almost lover. Thank you for all the time you have given me. Your precious time that you just shared that I will bring until to the end.